Date: Wednesday, March 26, 2008
Time: 9:04 AM

my spending's been overated

i mean who spends more then 1000 a month

maybe because i work i tend to think that cash flow is never a problem

but i have been running low on space and wanting to throw my sis outa the room to get a new bedframe or before she cripples me with her expert drunken fist whichever come first

i may need to rework this problem out sometime or other if i plan to quit in 2 months time

maybe i will strike the squillion dollar lottery and be settled for the rest of my life

maybe i have an eccentric aunt i never know of which died of chlorea and left me a sum of money

both of the options dont seem very likely....

or maybe find a higher paying job ?

nah too lazy

SO WHAT CAN I DO ????

I came to a simple solution

i could save

so here is the commandment

i WILL put aside HALF of my salary a MONTH to SAVE and NOT spend on items i dont need

okay excluding that risis necklace which i am dying to have

and maybe a few others...

dang it , lets revise that

i WILL put aside A QUATER of my salary a MONTH to SAVE and NOT spend on items i dont need depending on circumstances

that sounds better

... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ...

ah screw it whats the use.

Date: Sunday, March 23, 2008
Time: 8:14 AM

i have always thought you were an understanding girl

you know jinkers at times but sweet

u have totally proved me wrong today

to hell with u understanding

with a friend who miss u so much and would like to see you after strenous work for a little catching up

you dont even fufil your promise with her

there i was waiting like a fool and when it reach 10.30 i called you and you go sorry my dad dont allow

ya that i believe

bukit panjang is a bit too much to ask from u

ok then a little neighbourhood coffee shop would have been fine

if it is near me

and after your friend busted her ass at work she still have to walk all the way to meet your sorry ass

uh uh i dont think so

i asked you to come over but you refused saying u are afraid of the dark

come on , nothing is scarier then you around here

and i told you i have no energy left even if i am brave to fight a ghost off

cant you understand ?

I AM DEAD BEAT

so after reaching downstairs of my house i sat and waited for the bus while giving you another call


ah screw it all and i just get to the point

if you dont wanna go next time just tell me and i will understand, then i wont have to go get my hopes high and waste each others time

but maybe you dont even care as much

i hope that tv you are watching is worth it, i really hope it's worth it.

SCREW THAT , I AM JUST ANGRY U KNOW I LOVE YA

Date: Wednesday, March 19, 2008
Time: 8:54 AM

i missed you all

i really missed you all

missed all the times we are together

missed the rubbish we talk about

heck i even miss fighting and bickering with you all

and would love nothing more then go out and catch up on a movie

BUT ALAS , thats not to be

everytime i pick up my phone anticipating a quiet lunch or a walk

it rings with the prospect of more work and replacement

god i hate replacements

i have tried my dear friends , i have tried my best

i have threathened my manager forced him to buy me countless meals , make fun of him trample him under my feet and even gossiped with his bride to be about his affair with the dishwasher

but he refused to let me quit

so i decided to make myself as unpleasant as i can to all the staff working about me in hopes that they will rebuke and stage a revolution against me and i will put up a show and leave

but they think i am playing and played along with my impended insults and tricks

WHAT IS THE WORLD COMING TO ???:?!!!!

so i propose my dear friends that we seriously need to take drastic measures on the subject of maintaining our friendship

WE WILL BOYCOTT MY MANAGER

many times have i given him the chance to see things as it is

many times have i given him the chance to give me the red card

but it failed

and it pains me to see that our ailing friendship is on the edge fighting for any signs of survival

so we shall take action soon

( stops and take a bite of instant noodles )

ahem as i was saying ...

we shall boycott my manager till he given in to sulivence

scracth that

he shall embrace the idea of firing me with relish and relief when we are done with him

then when the day comes for my freedom i shall hug and kiss you all my dear friends

then we shall go out for a nice cappicino in starbucks

you savvy ?

Date: Saturday, March 15, 2008
Time: 8:05 AM

it is decided for me

i have spent too much money this month

for example :


LIST OF MELISSA'S SHOPPING SPREE

$318 i pod nano

$99 cute gothic lolita jacket

$99 cute panda pullover

$115 books ( memoirs of a a geisha , shopaholic series....)

$39.90 G2B sandles ( river rources of brasil )

$150 3 pairs of customerised shoes

$29 buy one get one free gothic necklace

$19 astro boy t shirt

$19 skull designed t shirt

$39 gothic diamonate shorts

$39 gothic jacket

thats about it... minus a few trinkets and some items i forgot....

dont even tell me how it cost

it is an investment of some sorts

i mean i will need an i pod nano to conquer the world

what else to do when u are waiting for your instant noodle to cook

listen to music

it also doubles up as a timer to keep track of the time

today namira called to ask me out for a movie which she said " i have free tickets !!"

i was so tempted to just up and go and to just screw the uniform and work

which i should have done and deeply regret it now

for what promised to be an intresting day has been the most boring and inacceptable day of my 17 life

gods i dun even want to mention it again for fear of not conquering the world but destroying it

next time there is such an event i should just grab it and never turn it down again

now i shall go and dream about wailing babies, black faced managers and insulting customers.

tata

Date: Wednesday, March 5, 2008
Time: 9:53 AM

To all my friends who are / are now passing through hard times

remember that no one have the right to laugh at your own choice

it's your own freedom

dont let the stress pile you down

take a breather when you feel out of breath

not push yourself on

hard times makes the good times worth it and worth remembering

so dont feel down

when you ask god for courage

things becomes harder to get through

when you cant help but wonder why he would not give it to you

but god could not give courage to the hurting hearts

it is not a present he could wrap

but instead giving you an opputunity to find courage and keep it for life

you might have found the best present of all

GOOD LUCK TO YOU ALL, YOU KNOW I LOVE YA KNUCKLEHEADS !!!!!!!!!

Date: Monday, March 3, 2008
Time: 8:20 AM

Of course it's official

i dont get why people loves our country

i just dont get why people love this little stagnent sun dosed competitive kiasu place where just for reputation and money everything had to be taken down due to rights

YES

THEY HAVE DEMILISH MY RIGHTS TO WATCHING ANIME ONLINE

HOW CAN THEY DO THIS ?!

HOW CAN THEY TAKE AWAY THE RIGHTS OF SOO MANY PEOPLE DYING TO WATCH OR FOLLOW UP EPISODES OF THEIR MOST FAVOURITE ANIME ?!

HOW IS IT THAT THEY ONLY ALLOW EPISODES THAT ARE GERMAN SUBBED BE UPLOADED

DO YOU THINK HALF THE WORLD HERE FUCKING KNOWS HOW TO READ GERMAN ?!

HELL IF I DID, I WILL BE IN GERMANY, NOT FUCKING SMALL DOT

maybe japan..but THATS WAY OFF TOPIC

WHY CANT THE AUTHORITIES ACCEPT THAT SOME PEOPLE LOVE ANIME TO THE POINT THAT THEY ARE OBESSED

WHY ARE THEY DISCRIMINATING AGAINST ANIME LOVERS WHILE SAYING THEY ARE ALL FOR ANIMAL RIGHTS AND GAY MARRAIGES WE ARE NOT EVEN COMPARABLE TO ANIMALS ?!

YOUTUBE, VEOH, CRUNCHYROLL , ANIMECRUNCH , ANITUBE I TRIED IT ALL

AND THE RESULTS ARE DEVASTATING

THE VIDEO YOU HAVE REQUESTED HAS BEEN REMOVED OR NOT AVAIABLE IN YOUR REGION

OHHH YES IT IS NOT IN MY REGION ALL RIGHT

IT HAS GOT TO THE POINT THAT I WANT TO STAGE A REVOLUTION

WHICH WILL LEAD ALL PEOPLE TO END DISCRIMINATION AGAISNT ANIME LOVERS

AND AFTER THAT ALL PEOPLE WHO DISCRIMINATE AGAINST US WILL DIE A HORRIBLE DEATH

AND THOSE WHO WATCH ANIME BUT REFUSE TO ADMIT THAT THEY EVEN TOUCH THAT THING WHILE LAUGHING SATANICIALLY WHEN WE STAGE OUR REVOLUTION SHALL BE HANGED FOR TREASON

THE OTHERS WHO ARE NEUTRAL STAY OUT OF THIS WE WONT WANT YOU TO GET HURT

IF THE OTHER BELOVED ANIME LOVERS WONT JOIN ME OR THAT THE REVOLUTION WAS UPSTAGED

............

I CAN ALWAYS MOVE TO AUSTRALIA

Date: Sunday, March 2, 2008
Time: 9:04 AM















i had promised pictures of hong kong and i just found the memory card !

waaaaaa lots of codes nia

the aliens finally corruputed me computer

there is a picture with tarts

yea so what u thought

but I MADE THEM MYSELF

WHAT ?! C'MON GO TO RIPLEY'S BELIEVE IT OR NOT

unsettling

someone as lazy and floppy like me make tarts

what happened to conquering the world

yes thats part of my friend's present

i just wanted to make some

so dont question if the friend's special or not

FYI it's a she

unless you have lesbain fantasies dont go around spoiling my fun

now shoo leave me alone