Date: Thursday, February 7, 2008
Time: 7:57 AM

Finally home

ahma's house as pleasant and polite as usual, evryone making fake impressions of others to last for another year.

got ang paos ( abt 200 plus not counting my parent's )

but oh wads the use

i lost 100 anyway

through new year gambling of cause

no other reasons.

jay chou's new movie is really funny a little fake a little too much to be left for imagination and a tad bit well kung fu..

my friends say that they cant really see through me, not literally, i dont really think that i keep to myself thatt much

ok not too much

but it's ok i mean to quote it from someone " personal space " is important for private personal

the fact that i dont talk much about myself and my problems are that since u are already telling me all of yours, u seem much too occupied with your problems.

i DID NOT say that u dun care

it's just you all have too much of your own what for burden u with more problems

ok that sentence above might give you that " MIND YOUR OWN BUISNESS THIS GIRL IS JUST AN INGORNANT ASS " kind of thought but no i am not trying to play word twisting here.

well i guess i just dun like to talk that much

that explains the bottled up anger

THANK U to whoever that came from

i never'd denied that

oh why the hell am i contridicting myself

ok ok

i just like to keep everything to myself

i cant find anyone to really talk to

i like to solve everything by myself and think i can carry the world on my back like a snail

i am actually a person who has a lot of faces

i dont talk much about myself because i think it coild be just what you want people to think of you about, you dont talk and act people will see through it sooner or later but to let these people observe and find out who u really are

people who dont give me a good impression stays bad forever, people i dont like at first contact stays in that list too.very narrow minded person mua is.


i show anger and criticise those that i really care about but treat those i cant really be bothered about with kindness.

and i only buy gifts to those that are nice to me and i know they are sincere

there you have it my whole personallity on words

and it is only 8 damn sentence

come to think about it i am really weird

so much for that