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Name: Melala mel depp descavenia chua Occupation: taking over the world Likes: Deidara, My family, my friends, my room, my hamsters, My crazyness, crocodiles, holidaying Wants: Deidara always~ johnny depp on one arm~ heck i dont mind hidan too XD, skullcandy and happiness Dislike: all the things i dont like i try not to keep near me The world will soon be mine bitches! oh my jasin sama... Love you UN!

Date: Wednesday, October 31, 2007
Time: 8:21 AM

the interesting conver

wakakakka 2 more days to partical freedom !!! angie has finished her exams !! all is well in the world, and i hope the peace could last. was having this very interesting conver with namira and jw just now, was talking about studing for UT...

[c=#FF0080]' ' '❤ JiAwEi ・c [/c] says:
tmrl ut si beh sian lei
namira says:
he?
namira says:
heh?
namira says:
yea man
namira says:
heck a
namira says:
knn nabeh a
.+'~* MeLiS$@*~`+.Her Most Beautiful Smile.. says:
lol
namira says:
if i know my result nw right, if i pass, i heck tmr,i f i fail i chiong
.+'~* MeLiS$@*~`+.Her Most Beautiful Smile.. says:
kw already ?
namira says:
nope
namira says:
they wana make us
namira says:
thats y nv release
[c=#FF0080]' ' '❤ JiAwEi ・c [/c] says:
i scared to noe
namira says:
nabeh ight
.+'~* MeLiS$@*~`+.Her Most Beautiful Smile.. says:
totally
namira says:
grades not published loh nabeh to max nia

....

and that somehow leads to this :

.+'~* MeLiS$@*~`+.Her Most Beautiful Smile.. says:
and she married one called watanabe next time
.+'~* MeLiS$@*~`+.Her Most Beautiful Smile.. says:
and she is called
[c=#FF0080]' ' '❤ JiAwEi ・c [/c] says: yea
namira says: Omg
.+'~* MeLiS$@*~`+.Her Most Beautiful Smile.. says:
mrs watanabe !
namira says:
LOL
[c=#FF0080]' ' '❤ JiAwEi ・c [/c] says:
ahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
.+'~* MeLiS$@*~`+.Her Most Beautiful Smile.. says:
nabe for short form
namira says:
mrs watanabeh ccb knn nia hooOooO
.+'~* MeLiS$@*~`+.Her Most Beautiful Smile.. says:
waa
[c=#FF0080]' ' '❤ JiAwEi ・c [/c] says:
LOL
.+'~* MeLiS$@*~`+.Her Most Beautiful Smile.. says:
power name nia

....

which somehow got bleaker and bleaker -

.+'~* MeLiS$@*~`+.Her Most Beautiful Smile.. says:
u go to england
.+'~* MeLiS$@*~`+.Her Most Beautiful Smile.. says:
and say ur name is tat
[c=#FF0080]' ' '❤ JiAwEi ・c [/c] says: lol

.+'~* MeLiS$@*~`+.Her Most Beautiful Smile.. says:
they will like
.+'~* MeLiS$@*~`+.Her Most Beautiful Smile.. says:
wow which country are u from
[c=#FF0080]' ' '❤ JiAwEi ・c [/c] says: hehe

.+'~* MeLiS$@*~`+.Her Most Beautiful Smile.. says:
and they start calling u
.+'~* MeLiS$@*~`+.Her Most Beautiful Smile.. says:
nabe !
namira says:
lol more like excuse me miss, i ask for ur name, not ur family tree
namira says:
LOL
namira says:
nabeh, how are u
.+'~* MeLiS$@*~`+.Her Most Beautiful Smile.. says: hahahahahaha
[c=#FF0080]' ' '❤ JiAwEi ・c [/c] says: lol
namira says:
im find cb
[c=#FF0080]' ' '❤ JiAwEi ・c [/c] says: lol
.+'~* MeLiS$@*~`+.Her Most Beautiful Smile.. says: Omg
namira says:
haha
namira says:
then knn appear
namira says:
then knn say wah ,ur sucha faggot cb

c=#FF0080]' ' '❤ JiAwEi ・c [/c] says: hehe
namira says:
cb:nabeh, how are u.? care to join me for lunch.
nabeh:cant la cb, i gt ppt.
knn: Ya, that faggot faci of mine is playing with his elmo toy
cb: ok ,i shall ask my dear friend joannabeh

[c=#FF0080]' ' '❤ JiAwEi ・c [/c] says: lol
.+'~* MeLiS$@*~`+.Her Most Beautiful Smile.. says: mg
.+'~* MeLiS$@*~`+.Her Most Beautiful Smile.. says:
then joannabeh say walau knn never ask me u cb ask
[c=#FF0080]' ' '❤ JiAwEi ・c [/c] says:
lo
[c=#FF0080]' ' '❤ JiAwEi ・c [/c] says: lololololol
.+'~* MeLiS$@*~`+.Her Most Beautiful Smile.. says:
namira says:
HAHAHAHHAHAH
namira says:
la
.+'~* MeLiS$@*~`+.Her Most Beautiful Smile.. says:
she just found out she is the distint cousin to watanabe
.+'~* MeLiS$@*~`+.Her Most Beautiful Smile.. says:
joannabe !!
[c=#FF0080]' ' '❤ JiAwEi ・c [/c] says:
long lost
namira says:
LOL long lost kacheng
[c=#FF0080]' ' '❤ JiAwEi ・c [/c] says:
.+'~* MeLiS$@*~`+.Her Most Beautiful Smile.. says:
kakakakakaka
.+'~* MeLiS$@*~`+.Her Most Beautiful Smile.. says:
long lost kacheng
.+'~* MeLiS$@*~`+.Her Most Beautiful Smile.. says:
ok
says:
hahahhhahaa
.+'~* MeLiS$@*~`+.Her Most Beautiful Smile.. says:
why did we start ts increasinly vulgar conversation ?

and then poor namira just have to say :

namira says:
that wan means wdhse is like namira
namira says:
he is not nabeh
[c=#FF0080]' ' '❤ JiAwEi ・c [/c] says: lol
.+'~* MeLiS$@*~`+.Her Most Beautiful Smile.. says:
kakakakakkaak
namira says:
im nabeh

then that happened
namira says:
nabeh means what a

wad can i say ?

Date: Monday, October 29, 2007
Time: 6:31 AM

My raNts

originally i had wanted to write about how mums of the worlds are seriously chewing my ass now-a-days, but i lose inspiration halfway so..

skipped sch AGAIN today , and seriously thinkin' abt skipping tmr too sorry mum i love ya but the moods are really not looking good today or tmr for the matter either. one thing to look forward to anyway is that i will be changing teams tmr HOORAYYYYYY !!!!!

but taking into consideration that half my class are so desperate to fit into that flamboyant catergary they deem so important as, and that they have already judged me before knowing me i cant and dont want to muster up much hopes for a miracle, and i am not even hoping that god loves me enough to make me sprain my legs (both ) in an accident.

the world is so unfair...yes and misery just loves company,i just figured that my life was pathetic and well lifeless and was moping around as usual blaming myself and everything i could get my mind on. i had come to the conclusion that my life suck, and that kitchen knife is starting to look very friendly, when i saw this classmate nick that went ' i wont call this a team ' .

that small sentence just made me happy i dunno why, i mean i am no sadist ( okay maybe the most postive sucidal kid u met ) so why am i happy for this classmate's unhappy day ? i figured that that just proves that if this classmate have an unhappy day, he or she could go on to tomorrow's class, then me and my unhappy day in my class dont seemed too far strecthed...i guess provided that this classmates did not end up in the group most classmates deem as "losers" ( me included ) then why i guess...

maybe if i gave myself a chance to mix with them maybe i would have clicked, but i figured whats the point of being fake and have people love you for being that fake person as you are when you could be real and love yourself for what you really are, i have friends i know love me for who i am and honestly i took them for granted till now. i love them for who they are too everyone of them their werid quirks and habits, they are being them and that is what appeals to me.being fake like people in my class to fit in just make people who could see through you deem you as pathetic, you are not strong enough to stand up against them, and choose to custer with them as a pathetic escape to not being alone, doomed to say things you dont mean do things you dont want to. freedom as to being alone seems so much better then the jail bird life you are leading, and yes you are corroding from withen.

Date: Thursday, October 25, 2007
Time: 6:56 AM

her most beautiful smile

i once knew a girl whose smile is never flattered by anything and that is the most sincere thing in her..she was naive she was happy and she went out into the world full of hopes that she have finally grown up she trusted everyone and smiled at all she saw...
then she seen things that chill even her warm smile, she felt feelings that created tears in her eyes and scarred her heart, but none as worse than this, she smiled but now her smile is so practised she smiled through any situation ,it is the most fake thing about her.

God if any one can help me...

it's you,you hear ???

my life is getting so incredibly hard it is hard to believe that i once was contented

is this the test for the strength i asked for ?

or is it just plain torture you put up for me ?

are you trying to show me how ugly the world can be ?

or are you trying to make me into a part of that ugly world ?

you are making it so hard for me to get by...

why do you make people who is so nice bend to pressure and become the devil's plaything ?

why do you make them so hard to hate when the things they do makes you cry ?

why do you choose to harden them up when you want compassion ?

why is life so full of such stupid and hard decision which you lose in either ends ?

you have made human beings so ugly, so selfish, so stupid that i hate myself, i hate my life and yet i have to live on.

please tell me why ..

why i stopped day dreaming..

why i stopped believing in everyone..

why i stopped staring at the skies with a smile..

why i hardly smile from the bottom of my heart anymore.

the girl i knew asked god all these and cried in her heart everyday, the tears turned her heart harder each time it wept.

wonder how long she could last before her heart turns to stone...

wonder how long god's answer would take...

wonder when i would see her most beautiful smile again..

Date: Thursday, October 4, 2007
Time: 9:16 AM

UPDATED !!!!

( sy and namira staning in the middle of a fountain taken by me trying not to laugh )

( namira and me )

( UFOOOOOO!!!!!!)

( SUPERMAN!!!!)

( me by the sea )

(guess wad we found.... an onion !)

(apparently esplanade is know for it's beautiful sights and wondrous art pieces )

( in pursuit of the art )

(hmmm this comes out wrong )

( my b'dae present given by namira and lorraine )

(cake and oranament courtesy of 4 heavenly kings love ya all !!!)

Hmmm october already...time passes so fast that i could not really comprehend it, ah well, just back from work heard that lan was coming back then heard that jamie was ( hmm wondering ). ah well... my lovely b dae presents may be uploaded later ( if i find time doing that ) love the four heavenly king's presents !!! it is handmade that is why it is precious. namira and lorraine present was impressive too, i am throughly touched by them !!! they went to clark quay ( namira and lorraine ) to get something i set my eyes on when we went out the other day... then heavenly king's present also made me touched there was a very nice note and a b'dae cake and presentations not to mention the b dae song. have not been going to sch for very long thought of quitting already ( to all the o lvl students out there !! if u are for any god knows reason reading this stupid blog) NEVER i repeat NEVER come to RP cause technically ( RP. aka> retarded poly ) is more or less hell renovated to look nice. the sch sucks the system sucks heck even the food sucks if u have a choice never put any course related to rp in ur 12 choices not even one, that is how most of us ended up here anyway . any other poly SIM ,RETAKE or heck even ITE . anything but RP.

my god is obviously a fish.. that is why even if i pray to it it dosent help cause most of them gets eaten anyway. so i decided to upgrade my god to a golden fish on the highest floor of the most holy gold covered crystal orantated pagoda for worshipping, there.. that wont fail....at least i dun think it will for the time being, now clap my hands and make a wish.... i wish that my life will be interesting...i wish my life is something worth living...i wish that i could grasp my meaning of life... there simple enough, ( note to god : i have upgraded u , u could not possibly fail this time ).wakakakakakaka...if only they heard me...

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