Date:
Thursday, August 9, 2007
Time: 8:48 AM
the spilled stars
The bottle shattered, i should have not left it to the winds, or rather left it there without caring.... it smashed agaist the floor, although it had never broke before, everything spilled out and i still cant bare to throw it away, just transfer everything into another container, the long abandoned container, everyday within my sight but never opened, it contains everything that can cause me to cry. never wanted to open it... but i have to add new things every now and then. the 50 cent coin that decided everything and now the spilled glitter stars... it was all over the floor, and although i tried hard to pick everything up, i know, i know that things will never be the same, cause the damage is done, to the container, some day if i were to find another container, can i put all the stars in again ? or will it not be full as everything is not the same, and some pieces of stars had been missed out and left to be swept away, some pieces of stars that are only meant for the container, that cant be transfered away to another ? i dunno, hope is aways there for me, but is hope sometimes enough ?