Date: Friday, July 27, 2007
Time: 7:10 AM

Oh Well today's a new day, dun feel as enthu so yesterday, dunnoe why feel like i have used up most of my energy, i skipped school today, ya cause some problem came up, i cant leave my fren in need, not when she is like that.she dun seem to like her class must, i cant help but feel for her, i spend the whole morning trying to cheer her up. but then she seemed alright l8ter on...after breakfast, well hungry ppl are angry ppl. then i dun noe how but we spend the whole day walking around in lot one. ran into angie on the way, she invited us into her shop, seemed very shiok that her superviser is not there today, not that i cared her superviser was a total moron anyway,not a bad haul today,i brought a blue and purple nail varish from the shop and shining new blings blings !!! then we went to the libary had lunch with angie to catch up the old times.
i think it's the rain that makes me feel so helpless and moody today, dun even feel like playing maple, just wanna crawl into my bed and disappear from the world, it reminds me of that day, that stupid stupid day that made me feel so sad, but why do you still think of it i dun understand, why did he said that i dun understand either, is this how ppl feel when they are heart broken ? is this torture, when the emotion goes from ur heart to ur brain then to ur eyes ? i dun understand and i dun want to care to understand, twice is more then enough for me... i dun no why i just felt numb to the whole world. but then i still hold onto hope, hoping that someday...someday maybe fate wun be so unkind to me...someday

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