Date: Sunday, May 24, 2009
Time: 8:54 PM

If life askes you to build a boat

and gives you the materials

life tells you

that there is a flood coming in due time

and askes you to prepare

Life turns the sand dial

and leaves

you look at the full sand dial

with its slow trickling grains of sand

and thought

that there is time to relax

It's so easy

to disregard everything

to just tell yourself you are safe

you look around

everyone around you are building up those boats

making mistakes and amending them

for life did not give manuals

but you sat down on the ground and stare at the bricks

to lazy to lift a hand

You hear the sound of water

but dismissed it

instead going on

building up your days with substances

that are non-existent and unsubstantial

you threw away the real building stones

because they are too heavy to lift

the flood is coming

and you look around again

and saw boats everywhere

your own however

lay jumbled up

un-finished

and you dont know how to repair

the mistakes that piled up over time

your friends urge you

to build up something

at least

to save you from the flood

but you looked at them helplessly

and pointed to the tide

some of your friends start to worry

some of your friends washed their hands off it

you felt sad

to disappoint those who cared about you

it's like you misplaced their trust

but what could you do now?

so you just skimmed over the subject

and day by day go on

the day the flood was shecduled

you looked at your friends

and they shook their heads

you understand

they could not share their boat

cause there is just enough space for one

some friends afford to share their boat

but you understand

that if you did share with them

they wont survive

so you refused

there is no one to blame but yourself

you thought as the tide close in

"Coward ! what are you running from all this time? this thing called reality ?"

your friends all scampered onto the boats that they made

and you were left alone

the water closed in and flushed away

all your friends in boats

you spluttered in the water

and tried to grab onto the materials life gave you

although they are floatable

they could not support you

and you sink into the water

watching air escape

slowly you close your eyes

realising its much too late

........................................................

to be continued ( cuz i dun know wad will happen in my life )

Date: Monday, May 11, 2009
Time: 10:28 PM

PoN AnD PoN AnD PoN

So HaPpY

* YoU AsK WhY Am I TyPiNg LiKe TaT ? CuZ I WaNt To LeArN ThE YoUnGeR GeNeRaTiOn LaNgUaGe... AnD SeE Ur PeK ChEk FaCe WhEn U ReAd ThIS !!!! WAHAHHAHAHAHAHA

Ah screw it, that is not worth my time

In school for the first time since....i don't know when

And I only have one prayer to make

God: please grant me patience...and make it snappy

C'mon over over over !!!!

Date: Monday, March 30, 2009
Time: 7:58 AM

SO thats the characters for today,

.

.

.

HIDAN SMIRKED WHILE HE PRODUCED A SCROLL FROM HIS POCKET AND HANDED IT OVER TO DEIDARA!

IT READ : TO DEIDARA-SAMA~ <3

DEIDARA THEN SKEPTICALLY ROLLED THE SCROLL OPEN !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

AND THAT IS ALL FOR CHAPTER ONE ! STAY TUNED FOR DEIDARA'S DECISION !

The things sugar does to humans

I have a feeling that i lost half my friends the moment this goes out

YOU ALL WONT LEAVE ME RIGHT ?????!!!!

-SILENCE-

LOL

Date: Wednesday, February 25, 2009
Time: 1:36 AM

the cat's misadventure








so till then...

Date: Wednesday, January 14, 2009
Time: 5:53 AM

My upper left ear hurts like hell

and i cant even sleep in peace for fear of lying on the bloody pierce

damn

even worst, everytime my mum walks by i lean on my hand, cover my ear and looked away

she must have thought i was bloody emo like sas-gay

of course i would rather stab me eyes out then act ape-shit crazy like him

but no choice, i still want my ear in one piece...

we formed a FYP team too (ZZZZZZ)

oh yeah you know the normal team being 4 normal people and 1 slightly weird one in the team

(unless you lucky people get to get your friends all in one team but alas life isnt fair)

no not that type that has picture taking fetish and fringe blinding eyes thank jashin

but more on that he dont really think along side with us which makes him weird ( either him or us)

or rather

our opinions clash

I mean, who in bloody hell finds the research of myopia using nutigenomics interesting ??

I DONT EVEN BLOODY KNOW WHAT IS NUTRIGENOMICS AND I DONT BLOODY CARE

oh jashin, thank bloody crustaceans that we dint get that

instead we got lucky and crabbed our way out of him trying to pin us down to that topic by delaying our decision by "keeping our opinions open" much to his royal disgust

Hell yeah we got the mud crab project, which i dont think many of you will be keen on but anything's better then Myofuckingpia i guess...

but it is really interesting we get to grow the crabs, study how the leggy thing grows feed them

watch them make love and all, then eat them but there is a bonus ( not what you thinking ), and

bonus is that we are the only team doing this ( WE GOT CHOSEN OUT OF JASHIN KNOWS

HOW MANY TEAMS HOW LUCKY CAN WE GET?) and this is more of an outdoor project

which means we get to go snoop around singapore and we actually might get to go overseas ! XD XD XD XD XD yeah!

Haha i cant wait to start ! but i am not sure whether his royal highness knows and will be pleased about the leader accepting this project though...

Oh well who cares YOU CAN GO RALLY HIDAN'S FREESTYLING

not so sure if the other teams will murder us to get the project too...

Gonna sleep away the rest of the week if i can

or maybe CCK would be a better vicinity to spend my long hours at

studying of course XD

tata till then XD

oh yeah i forgot

I LOVE DEIDARA FOREVER~MUACKS!

Date: Friday, December 26, 2008
Time: 7:01 AM

yup i passed basic theory


i am kinda scared to jelly in the examination rooms and had thought i was done for


but still I PASSED ! WAHAHA


yes many thanks to Sy yeah...


i dont even wanna think about final theory yet


As usual my father made a bet against me claiming that no one passed BTT by studying the day before


" i accept bets at the odds of $1 to $10000"


well he owes me 10k now


and he still hangs on to his belief that it is a computer error


sore loser


been busy the past few days and did not really got a chance to update any photos or whatever


but soon, soon


Kappa 4na managed to get her hands on some fluffy hamsters and i currently have 2 staying in my house one white and the other black


so we tried to name them


Kappa 4na : well, technically it IS white and black, why not call it british and bangala


me: yeah you being racist ?


kappa 4na: no....aiya just name it Fat and Thin lah, easier


me: uncreative


kappa 4na : so many complaints why not you try


me: aiya so easy, one name ha gao.....



...one name guai ling gao

kappa 4na: shit you

Seriously some people just don't know how to appreciate

anyways school is a week away, lets pray hard that that resume i sent to the zoo gets approved then XD

till then tata~

Date: Tuesday, December 16, 2008
Time: 3:12 AM

And so there goes EOY 2008 at expo last saturday

which went pretty smooth i guess what with all the people staring at us

photos will come soon~.....enough that is till i try to send them from the camera to my lappy

and oh the photos from porny too

so next time i guess we can just cosplay a more striking character hehehehe

i dun care, next event u all die die must come and support us

or i set crocodiles at u

XD until then